Sometimes you feel you're nothing at all,
And that's all you'll ever be.
You study all your defects;
An empty life is all you see.

Instead of looking at what you haven't got,
Seeing only what you lack,
Focus on your blessings,
And get right back on track.

There are many good things about being you;
Count them one by one.
Your life has lots of comforts,
While others, they have none.

Many people have it much, much worse
Yet they have happiness.
They take joy in little things
They're thankful, though they have less.

Lift your spirits up right now;
Get out of that depression.
Find your thankful self,
And give it full expression.

Find the joy in little things;
Focus on fun and laughter.
See life's blessings all around,
And live happily ever after!

Some people give the gift
of peace and tranquility
to every life they touch.
They are always who they really are.
They are blessedly reliable,
dependably good,
predictably pleasant,
loved and treasured
by all who know them.
You are one of those people.
You are a gift
of peace and tranquility
in my life.

Happy Birthday!

Every year, on your birthday,
I think about how glad I am
that you were born,
how thankful I am
to have you in my life.
Every year is another year
filled with the special joys you bring
just by being yourself.
Every year, when you open your birthday gifts,
realize what a gift you are
to everyone who knows you,
especially me.
Happy Birthday!

Birthday Wishes For My Friend

On your birthday,
I wish for you the fulfillment
of all your fondest dreams.
I hope that for every candle
on your cake
you get a wonderful surprise.
I wish for you that
whatever you want most in life,
it comes to you,
just the way you imagined it,
or better.
I hope you get as much pleasure
from our friendship as I do.
I wish we were sisters,
so I could have known you
from the beginning.
I look forward to
enjoying our friendship
for many more of your birthdays.
I'm so glad you were born,
because you brighten my life
and fill it with joy.

Happy Birthday!

Birthday Poem For Brother

I'm fortunate, and I'm glad
I got you for my brother;
Even if I had the chance,
I wouldn't pick another.

I'm happy you're in my life;
You're my winner, come what may.
May your birthday wishes come true
On your very special day.

Happily Ever After

On your birthday, special one (names / mother dear / father dear/ son of mine & more…),
I wish that all your dreams come true.
May your day be filled with joy,
Wonderful gifts and goodies, too.

On your day I wish for you
Favorite people to embrace,
Loving smiles and caring looks
That earthly gifts cannot replace.

I wish you fine and simple pleasures.
I wish you many years of laughter.
I wish you all of life’s best treasures.
I wish you happily ever after!

Happy Birthday!

As we observe your birthday now,
Your cake and gifts don't matter much.
These common things aren't really you,
Ribbons, paper hats and such.

 We celebrate a person who
Brings happiness to everyone,
Someone who gives more than she gets,
And fills our lives with joy and fun.

So Happy Birthday, and many more!
We hope you make it to a hundred and two,
Because we cannot even dream
What life would be like without you.

Birthday Dream

Birthdays are happy events,
Times when dreams come true.
So dream a good dream (and let someone know!),
It just might work for you!

Have a happy celebration
One you’ll always recall,
And be aware on this day of days,
You’re the most special person of all!

I Celebrate You

On your birthday, I celebrate you!
On your special day,
I’m thinking of all the wonderful things you are
that bring so much joy to others, including me!
I celebrate your unconquerable spirit,
that lets you meet every challenge
with confidence, enthusiasm and persistence.
I admire your sensitivity.
You see needs that cry out to be met
that no one else sees,
and you meet them,
out of your deep and caring heart,
out of your wisdom,
out of your strength.
I treasure your uniqueness;
There is no one else like you,
and I feel blessed to know
such an extraordinary person.
I appreciate you, respect you,
cherish you, look up to you.
Happy, happy birthday!
May each new birthday
be the best one ever for you;
You deserve it!

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,

I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

On your birthday I wish you much pleasure and joy;
I hope all of your wishes come true.
May each hour and minute be filled with delight,
And your birthday be perfect for you!

Birthday Appreciation

Each year your birthday reminds me
That I really want to say
I’m very glad I know you;
I think of you each day.

I hope you enjoy your birthday,
All the pleasures it has in store,
And because I appreciate you,
I hope you have many more!

Instead of counting candles,
Or tallying the years,
Contemplate your blessings,
As your birthday nears.

Consider special people
Who love you, and who care,
And others who’ve enriched your life
Just by being there.

Think about the memories
Passing years can never mar,
Experiences great and small
That have made you who you are.

Another year is a happy gift,
So cut your cake, and say,
"Instead of counting birthdays,
I count blessings every day!"

Happy Birthday, Special Treasure

God gave a gift to the world when you were born—
a person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.
Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied.
I wish you the happiest of birthdays,
and many, many more,
so that others have time to appreciate you
as much as I do.

Once a year I get the chance
To wish you birthday cheer.
It pleases me no end to say,
I wish you another great year.

So happy birthday to you (name),
From the bottom of my heart.
And may your good times multiply,
Till they’re flying off the chart!

On your birthday,
I’m thinking about how much light and sparkle
you freely dispense wherever you go,
how your sunny smile lights up any gathering.
Every birthday marks another year
of you radiating positive, happy energy,
contagious happiness
that infects all who come in contact with you.
May your next birthday find you the same--
glowing from within,
beaming bright joy on everyone you meet.
I feel blessed to know you.

It’s your birthday time again;
It’s true; there’s no denying,
Another year has come and gone;
You know that I’m not lying.

So for you, the birthday person,
Here’s what I want to say:
I hope this birthday’s the best one yet,
In every delightful way.

So happy birthday to you.
Have lots of birthday fun!
May your birthday wishes all come true,
Even if you have a ton.

Poem: Angel of My Heart

How can the luminous moon greet the darkling night sky?
How can the crashing waves beat against the rocky shore?
Until my heart has oneness with your own,
I cannot feel a part of this world until we meet!

How can the morning dove call to the cooling East wind?
How can majestic mountains reach high to the lofty heavens?
Until my lips have union with yours of such beauty,
I cannot be satisfied for your kiss that takes my breath!

How can the parched earth open her mouth to the rainstorm?
How can winter melt at the obedience of Spring's arrival?
Until my longing arms have encircled your waiting chest,
I cannot be fulfilled in my desire to hold you near!

How can the newborn baby still suckle
fervently on his mother's nurturing breast?
How can time's hand still move in never-ending circles?
Until my wanton temple has union with your Princely body,
I cannot feel at one with the angel of my heart!

You are the moon to my night! The waves against my shore!
The dove to my East wind and the mountains to my sky!
You are the rain to my thirst, the Spring to my winter!
 

Poem: A Blue Star In Your Eyes

On the wings of an eagle,
My love for you flies.
Soaring higher and higher,
And touching the skies.

I reached up above,
And pulled a star from the sky.
To place it within,
Your precious minds eye.

To dwell there forever,
As my love for you.
On the wings of our love,
Enduring and true.

I honor you my darling,
With all that I am.
Please darling please,
Will you be my man?

There are so many things,
My heart wants to say.
I love you sweetheart,
There is no other way.

Cherish True Friends

Hello everyone! Nice to meet you all! Well I just know the truth today. I am a real idiot! No! Suppose to be more idiot than the idiot! My mom said I useless...well probably it was true, I do admit I was useless. But even so, I will try my best not to be useless but somehow I don't think my mom will encourage me to do that. I know I get a very worst result during my PMB (Exam) but still I have give up yet! I keep study hard to get a good result for my "O" level in 2010!!! But my mom said I am just a useless girl, no matter how much I study I won't get a good mark. And somehow it did hurt a lot in my heart but still no matter how it hurt I will do my best and get a good mark!!! I will show it to my mother that I not useless. Even so no one encourage me on this, its okay. At least I encourage myself is more than enough. But one more thing, since she said I was useless, why don't she just born another child so that she can get a clever and beautifull child not like me, ugly, stupid and useless. Well probably we were poor, even so we are poor why don't she just throw me away? But yes, she did mention that she will throw me away if I beign useless again...

Well it okay, I won't be affected by that. Speak the truth, her word which she said just now was really made me hurt a lot, it like it made my heart break into a small, tiny pieces. Her words like a big sword and break my heart into pieces, and that pain made me feel like dying. Actually at first, she asked me "Did you study?" and I answered "Yes!" and I even said "I will do my best in this coming exam! I must get a good result this time!!!" then she said "It useless! No matter how much you read, you are just an idiot. You are useless afterall" and after she said that I was shock. I always thought she always encourage me but why? Why suddenly she didn't encourage me anymore? Did she feel this way all the time? Did she regret after she born me? Did father feel that too? Did god-father feel that too? Then what for I been born here? All this question inside my brain always wonder around. And this question making me more hurt! But then still I dont want to give up!!! I am now on my half way, half more then I will get to the top! So now what I think is no matter who are they, no matter what they said, no matter what they do to break my way, I won't give up! At least I still in this school, I will try my best to get good result to show my family that I not useless. 

But still, even I feel not to give up but I don't know why, no matter I saw my mom or my dad my heart start to hurt. Well it might be great if Yagami still here. When Yagami was here, he always encourage me and he listen to my trouble without any complain but now Yagami was not at the world but I believe that he is encourage me at the heaven! Yup, I believe it! So I must try my best! And you know what? The scar in my heart still in my heart hurting but no worry I will try my best! No matter it was thousand of hurt or million of hurt, I will keep standing here and doing my best!!! I won't lost to a hurt like this! 

Anyway it feel a bit better after I write all my feeling here. Well you know what? If I have a problem and I tell my mother, she will just keep complaining me. It just like my heart was in a mess already but after I tell my mom about my problem, she making my heart more mess. Well if for Yagami, he just quitely listen to my trouble and he even encourage me after he listen to my troubles. Well now he's gone but I know he encourage me at the heaven! Well I must depend on myself, can't depend on the others! That is what I learn when I born! If you have a goal, don't ever give up! Just chase for your goal!!! Well yup, that is what I know when I born. Even so I am useless, even so no one love me, even so I been betrayed, I won't giving up! Every dark cloud had a shining lightning so we must not give our glorious future!

Ah...it feel more better now. And I began more better after listen to a songs! =^.^= And also Valentine Day is coming and it is tomorrow! Well I have already made a lot of Valentine poems! And I wanna shared it with you all! Hope you all don't mind! Hope you all like it! Here we go:

Hello everyone! How r u all 2day? ^^ Well 2day is my school reopen day and too bad for me is rainning here! Anyway 2day is my first day school as Senior :P (At last i am a senior! lol...) And first day, full of thing needs to prepared and full of homework was waiting for me at my beside! >.< Anyway 2day first day school was fun! But still everyone know what will happen to us when we first day right? And of course same to me i am alone there! No friends =>.<= But i don't mind! Remember my atitude? I not affraid of lonely, i have family to support me and i have musics with me inside my heart!

And you know what? When you think bout this, you will get friends easily! I made some of the friends at my class 2day! They are quite funny! I like them! They are so funny and they made me laugh a lot! :D

So this is the thing that i going write! Well gotta go and do my homework now! After i do my homework i nid to study and do some revision to prepared for my exam!~ well cya later! Cha-ne!!! XD

Hello everyone! How r u all? =^.^= Long time no see! Sorry for not writting for one year more cuz i was busy for my exam actually! =>.<= And good news i pass my PMB!!! And nad news no A+ for my PMB =T^T= Well anyway last year is 2008 right? In 2008, i was in express class which is also known as "Special A" class. And in Special A class was terrible! A lot of pressure pushing my head to the floor or underbed sea!!! We had to study all the subject from Secondary 1 to Secondary 3! And one of the biggest problem in our express class was no teacher teaching us Secondary 3 Maths! And now our result was out! No one get A+ for their Maths only some of them get A+ i had already know tat i won't get A+ this year since i try for not tution on 2008 for my PMB! And it was a nice try i guess! Anyway the pass is the pass! We must focus on our present now!!! So i must work hard this year to chase for distinction!!! And one more thing, i just notice tat I HATE MATHS!!! But to improve my maths, there is only one way. And tat way is I must like maths and made friend with Maths so tat i will know more bout maths and i might improve in this way! Anyway good luck for me!!! Kirarin-chan, Gambatte!!!

Anyway during December 2008, i go to Malaysia for holiday and to visit my grandmother of course! Well may god protect all my family here and all friends and everyone too! =^.^= Well you might feel weird tat i praying for the ppl i don't know right? =>.<= Actualy i was praying for everyone! My grandma body was weak that why i hope she can feel better quickly! I gonna study hard so tat i can get a good job and i will earn more money for my parent! Go kirarin! Go!!! Anyway let talk bout my holiday here! =^.^= I went a lot of place at Malaysia! This is my first time going so many place! i goin Aloska, KL and Pulau Pinang this year! Well you might said i not a really good traveller, well its true! Our family not that rich that why! My mom tell me that i been to Singapore before when i was a cute little kid at tat time! lol... Anyway i luv the sea at penang and the foods at KL was nice! Especially the japanese restaurant which open at KL was the best!!! I love the bento at there! It was uber amazing and delicious!!! When i grown up i want to bring my whole family to eat that bento together at that restaurant! And of course, my favourite takoyaki was there too!!! I eat a lot of takoyaki there and my mom had give me a warning that she goin to let me have a diet! lol...

And the nice thing is there once i go to a restaurant which was near to the sea! My aunt's son bring me and my mom there! The sea was amazing! At that time it was evening! The sky was orange and the shine of orange reflect to the sea! And the sea looks like so goldy!!! Ahhh....i luv the sea so much!!!! =>.<= Well i luv natural that why! The sea always calming someone mind and i really love it! Another thing is x-mas party!!! During x-mas party me & my family & my friends celebrate it together! Me & my freinds using some biscuit to create a shape of x-mas tree! Pity me don't get a camera to capture it so that i can put at here! =T^T= Anyway i enjoy my stay at Malaysia.

Well i hope i can travel more others country so that i can see more beautifull view of the country! Oh yea b4 i go i goin to tell u all bout this! I know some of you had already know this songs but some of them might havent! Anyway here is the song that i listen when i having a holiday! This song made me so hyper and i really love it! You all better check it out!

This song is Mezamero Yasei by Question from JE (Johnny Enetertainment):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90cIPHBkzfw
Well there are some more songs in this youtube! But this LIVE Concert was Hey Say Jump First Concert so you all feel free to watch it! It will be the best if u all support them and listen to their songs! =^.^= Their songs always made you so cheerful! Belive me! It real u know! When i listen to their songs i will start hyper and jumping around and that is what we called cheerful i guess! lol!

Anyway i planned to take takwando club this year again! If there is kendo it would b the best! I always want to learn kendo! Afterall, i still wish that i can go to Japan!!! Anyway that can be do it later! first of all, i must get A+ or distinction for my exam!!! I shall show that teacher that i not that an idiot!!!! Go! Go! Go! Kirarin-chan will fight for her best to fullfill anything she want!!! (I always do this to cheer myself! :P) Allright this is all i can write! I write again nxt time! XD

Konichiwa ~ minna! Man u know i wait for 7 yr that i want 2 go Japan but still it haven't been granted yet! Anyway one of my friend at school was get to go Japan on this 17 November until 30 November. So nice!!! I wanna go too! Well anyway she was been invited to Japan from our school! So no chance since I not a Bruneian so that why I can't go & also I not a top-student anyway. So I ask her to bring me a souvenier if she go 2 Japan but she told me that she can't granteed that she will go 2 Japan cuz all of them had to bring 20 000 YEN to Japan! Man that was a lot! So is up to her wheter she need to go or not! 4 me i plan to open a tution class nxt yr if i be able to jump to Form 4 nxt yr since now i in Form 2 Special A class. My friend which been invited to Japan was in A class not Special A class so that why she won't have PMB (It a big xm) on October but for me, who in Special A class have PMB that why i so scared! But I can't affraid on this xm, kirarin must fight to b top-student!

Anyway if i pass my PMB i will not study Form 3 but jump to Form 4 so that why I have to study hard! And also i plan to open a tution for primary if i get to jump Form 4 so that I can earned some money right? And that with that money Ican go Japan to meet my friends there, and i can even bring my family there to experience all the Japanese tradition! Man i luv Japan! ^^

Anyway some of the people ask me that did i have my account at crunchyroll? So now I giving u a answer! That is YES! I have an account at crunchyroll! I always listen musics at chrunchyroll or imeem! But mostly i listen to musics in imeem! Hahaha... For crunchyroll I always watch animes or movie at there! I even watch some animes in Youtube but mostly I in crunchyroll! ^^

HeRe iS mY aCcOuNt oN cRuNcHyRoLl:
http://www.crunchyroll.com/user/Samurai_princess

Konichiwa ~ minna! Sashiburi ~ desu! Oh ya i just tell u all about my sport day that day right? And i bet u all must wanted to listen the song called "Black Diamond" right?

Go to this website then:
http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-420430/Shugo-Chara-AMV-Black-Diamond-Indies-Version.html

And tell u all one more things I really like the singer from Johnny Enterprise! ^^ Cuz all the singer at there were so cheerful and they even sing a cheerful songs! Well tell u all actually I m a person who had a very low knowledge on this Singer & artist thinggy so plz don't laugh at me k? Anyway I always listen to Hey Say Jump's song and just 2day I found out a group of singer from JE was Tegomass! Both singer at very good in singing especially Tegoshi_san! I think he put more emotion in his voice when he sing. Don't said that I think Matsuda_san so bad actually Matsuda_san sing very nice too only that... .... well Matsuda_san have to put more emotion in his voice that all! That what i think at that time!

 

Anyway don't forget to listen Hey Say Jump's Bouken Rider and Your Seed! I luv those songs! Hehehe...

Hiya! Sorry 4 the late post1 I sppose 2 send this yesterday but i was tired after my schoo sport day! So everyone do u want 2 know what i do during sport day? If yes listen then! U know i was quiet busy at there cuz i hae so many job at there! I m the runner for the sport day & I m the cheerleader 4 the event & also I in the karate competition ven i m not in the karate club, well it was a long story about y i in te karate competition! told u bout it later. My tcher told me that i m a very important person if i didn't come m team will loss so i must came. & there i m in the sport event!

Tell u bout my run first! Well actually i ran 2 times! 1st times is to compete with the girl, the 2nd times was to compete with the boys! I get first prize in the gil race but i get the second at the boys race! Damn it!!! Well anyway just let it be! Next... ...

After running, i quickly ran to the hall where the karate competition locate. I quickly change my clothes & compete with them. Well yes i m not a karate member but i have 2 join this cuz of last wednesday. Last wednesday was my duty! So after school i sweep the floor then two karate member called me 2 join their club. I refused cuz i had so many xm need to practise but i did told them that i will taking karate club nxt yr but they don't want, they want me 2 b in karate club now! But u know i really meant what i said that i will join karate club nxt yr but they don't want to b in nxt yr they want to b the karate member this yr! Man how crazy! So i get no chance i just ignore them! And told them i'm sorry. But they didn't 4give me & they said they want to compete me at the karate competition, if i win i can do as i want, if i lose i have to join the karate club! So i got no choice but 2 do it! So guess am i win or lose during karate competition? Well actually I ... ...WIN!!! Hahaha! Man u know i was so happy when i know myself had win! Hahaha! so i can do as i want. NEXT... ...

After karate competiton i had 2 run to the cheerleading place o cheer 4 my class! At the endof the ceremony I go to the stage & sing! I sing "Black Diamond" which sang by Nana Minazuki or Utau in Shugo Chara. It was a really nice music u know. i atually wana sing Perfume which was sang by Yamada Ryosuke but i can't since all of them want me 2 sing Black Diamond. But i had already been support by many people that i will 'Perfume' this yr Gruduation Ceremony since all of them said they want to listen a Japanese songs! Man i so glad!

Okay that is the things that happen in my sport day! Gotta go now cuz i need study 4 my nxt xm! So c'ya again. Nxt Time!

Man 2day xm was more harder than any subject! Especially Math! I didn't even finsih my test paper but then the tcher called me to stopped writting! All 2gether had 24 pg! I only manage 2 do 16 pg in 1hr and 3/4 min! Not only that the questions was so hard and it wouldbn't allow u 2 used calculator! U c the paper ws so hard it suppose to give more time! NOOOOO!!!!!!! I scared I will failed! Oh no!!!!!!!! Prepared 2 failed now kirarin! AHHHHHH! Well anyway 2morrow was test math paper 2 which can used calculator but i scared that it will give more paper cuz it had 2hrs and of course my school r very strict! They must b set out a lot of hard question and many many hard question! U know their test paper always r thick like a dictionary! 4 example like there had 25 pages which contained of 56 question n many more! Haiiiiiiiiiiiii! anyway gotta work hard! No matter what happen i always fight! I promise myself b4! Yup! Fight kirarin fight! 2morrow math n english! Ok get ready to fight! Go! Go! Go! ^o^

Man 2day xm of course it always hard! The history, i confused all the date! Especially the first world war and second world war! I got messed up! Oh my god! Think prepared to fail now! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! *Crying Out Loud* And 2day also test Islamic Knowledge! I not a malay people so of course it was hard 4 me indeed! But I don't wanna 2 failed! I hitted myself if I failed! Well anyway 2morrow test maths and malay! So gotta work hard! Yup fight kirarin! Fight! No matter what happen always fight! I won't lose by a silly pressure! Bring it on! ^-^
U may said I still a kid! *Laughing out loud*